Mother to Son  

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Dear Ayid,

Those beautiful memories I have had since you were born have been something that I cannot describe. We shared everything. You have been my only friend when everyone had pushed me away and I have always had you to talk to about my ups and downs. Your smile gives me the strength that deep inside, I never want us to be apart. I struggled with my humble self missing my loved one. Then he came back and we are united. Then there came your little siblings to continue our never ending memory to be shared together. I will always love you so, so very much. You're always in my heart. Good night again.


Lots of love,
Ibu.

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The Call  

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During the wee hours of this morning, I was surfing over the internet just swaying my way in through Facebook. That was when the popup message came from her, offering to call me through Skype. It's been a while now since I got any calls from anybody, and so it rang me a bell that it had already been a fortnight now that she left for Newcastle due to pursuing her studies.

Paqin's voice was clearly excited about the whole new environment she's starting to adapt with. It was not a long chat though because the time signaled for us to hit our sleeps but it was good enough for me to know that this dear friend is doing all well, except for the normal all-new-weather discomfort. Besides the sudden change of temperature, I believe that there's also difficulty to find suitable food. I just hope your parcel will arrive soon, Paqin, just so that you'll be able to cook for all your friends afterward and also that you won't miss our food so much, I hope.

Well, those were among the important subjects we talked about. There was still a bunch of funny things we babbled together. Yes, it might have been a short talk, but it made me feel better. It did indeed, especially after being busy with a lot of things lately. And I hereby wish that you'll feel better too alright, Paqin? I wish the best in all you do. Study hard now. I trust that you'll be somebody important one day because even as of today, you already are. Take care always.

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I'll Be There  

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Listening to "I'll Be There" by the Jackson 5 simply reminds me of how wonderful things have turned out to be since you entered my life, my world. It pictures before me a beautiful night so windy, so full of stars upon the milky way, with the singing crickets accompanying the little and graceful dancing fireflies, just twirling around over the wee hours of the night.

Such a night, I would never forget. Your looks of joy sparkled through the midst of air with your smile carving my happiness alongside. It's just amazing how you can turn things around by altering sorrow into laughter. Just so you know, I'd be glad to accompany you through your good times or bad.

It might not be much of a huge gift to you but it's the least I can do to equalize the thoughts between us. And believe me, there's more than meets the eye with you. I'd travel across the continents, climb over mountains, fly through the air just to tickle your fancy and keep you safe. No matter what happens, I promise you that I'll always try my best, just so in whatever time of year it may be, I'll be there when you need me. Yes, that's a promise I'll keep. I'll be there. No worries. (:

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Take care  

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Sometimes in life, we would believe that we are completely able to reach onto something we really desire but how far does this feeling goes? Recently, I've been breaking through a series of unfortunate events which have been slowly emerging into my depth of life. I've already thought that these things would always come in packs and they would never seem to end. So I prepared myself both mentally and physically knowing that somehow, I will need to face them by hook or by crook.

The most recent occasion started just a few weeks back. It was a fine evening where I was sitting down before the computer screen just surfing my way through the internet. That was  since when the great feeling came. It made me feel much better just as how I did once feel.

My thoughts started to mingle around with joy giving me easy gestures and built my confidence from low to Go! Go!. I wasn't sure if it was to hold or last long but I knew that it  did flip my ways from worse to better. And so it did, presenting me one of the best memories I've ever lived through.  So it doesn't really matter anyways if life would take that away from me, because a second swimming across it, already seemed like a whole eternity to me. Yes, eternity.

Now it's been a few weeks ahead of the history and just like life has always thought me, things do come and go and for each second it contains itself for you, would bring a lot of meaning to yourself and your paces. I may have wanted so badly for the situation to pause itself but as life keeps on going, I believe that what is written in my fate will bring me something better, or in other words, turn my life happier, enhanced. Besides, making it happen has a huge difference with letting it happen. One, is you change its course, the other is, it just comes naturally.

So yet still I know not if that beginning is about to end but all I hope is so that the thing that's brought that feeling to me would keep shining on people's lives and bring more of the joy into it's miraculous life. Whether it's going to be in my favour or not, I just want you to know and remember, like I've always told you; I will always be around. Take care, as your being is truly precious. Till then.

P/S: Keep on singing for that's where you'll find your true melody in life's greatest songs. (:

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The Party  

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Balloons were floating while the rain was falling,
The crowd was cheering with smiles that evening,
Decorations turned helpful voices into joyful songs,
Classical pilings cover smiles to freely sing along,

As I step through the gates, I didn't know it's been,
There I saw thee with colourful paints were seen,
All views then came dull beyond thy stand of tall,
Sunshine called and love reflected over the walls,

I glazed upon the miracle, my heart began to beat,
I flew across all obstacles, I reached out the sweets,
That evening then ended, but grabbed the intended,
Still this soul brings home crowds, thoughts bended,

For yes so clear the joyful songs keep playing aloud,
And yes o dear, the painter longs and loved in thoughts.

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Me And You  

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When I close both of my eyes,
I feel like I'd failed all my tries,
When I stop all my paces,
I feel like losing all the spaces,
When I fall deep into sleeps,
I feel like it's such a huge leap,
When I try to strive and run,
I realize that rush is no fun,
However,
When I close my eyes while hugging you,
I feel the days would turn out so joyful,
When I stop just right in front of you,
My heart keeps walking towards you,
When I fall into my sleeps with you,
I hold the sweetest dreams come true,
And when I try to run just towards you,
'Tis like the wonderful world is running too,
'Tis like it's trying to reach for Me And You.

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My Tree of Roses  

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My love for you is as;
The flaming Red Rose,
As to a thousand red petals,
Yet I care more than of those,
I speak of sun, I see you shining,
I speak of stars, you're not that far,
I speak of hearts, you're my ev'ry part,
I speak of life, you're my wondrous five;
My vision,
My senses,
My feelings,
My thoughts,
And most of all,
My endless love.
Until the day I lose my soul,
Until the second I lose them all,
I'll give each petal into your hands,
I pray it holds until the very end.

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Sonnet for Paqin  

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Life is a path towards a sweet destination,
Its time counts no matter what's the portion,
The paces grow from wide to longer roads,
The views throw out leaves like us on words.

Life is a place for a great soul's lesson,
Its books and inks shall spread more reasons,
The writing flows from one letter to another,
The exciting thrills engrave moments together,

Life is of a very short destination,
Its time counts as your 20th of missions,
The day smiles for your heart in every way,
As it is your once-a-year's Happy Birthday.

So perish guilt as life holds your sweetest seconds,
And cherish life as it holds your key to heaven.

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Thank You  

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I just knew you yesterday,
And yet you've cherished all my life,
I wish there's something to say,
As you brought me right into life.

I like the way you laugh with me,
And thoughts you bring out loud,
I'd like to keep you for eternity,
And make you smile and proud.

Until my life then finally ends,
I'd like to keep this great happiness,
No matter however bad it bends,
You will be my one true greatness.

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You  

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You make my life worth while,
You sing songs to make me smile,
You have truly made a lot of tries,
You seem to see it through my eyes,
You tell what's best and what is not,
You cherish all of my sweetest thoughts,
You fill my heart with deep greatness,
You are my one and only happiness.

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No Time  

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O, how long will it take,
For me to just reach you,
I'll put my life at stake,
Even just to cheer you.

That would be,
Three hours by bus,
Two hours by car,
One hour on foot,
Zero hour by heart.

Hurry up now,
There's no time to lose,
And I don't care how,
Your smile is what I choose.

P/S: It takes only one hour by foot for I'll surely faint by then. Especially with the hot weather.

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O, Life  

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O life, please grant me a wish,
I need a new step to begin,
I need a new sight to fit in,
I need a vision to find my niche,
I need a life within my reach,
A life I could pour my smile upon.

O life, please grant me a wish,
I need a person just to understand,
And solid grounds where I can stand,
I need some friends to join me too,
I need a brave heart to get through,
A life I could pour my smile upon.

O life, please grant me a wish,
I need my misery to be vanished,
I need a power so I could vanquish,
I need my sorrow to be thrown,
I need to hold tight to my throne, in
A life I could pour my smile upon.

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The Crossroads  

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These few days,
I try to walk down forward and run,
Yet it offers me not a little but none,
I try to drive in, and move forward,
But I tend to go frowning, so absurd,

These few days,
I try to step aside, but I'm right in,
Standing out of sight, but I'm still seen,
I twist it to my right, but I'm still wrong,
So need to keep my might, and be strong,

These few days,
I try to keep it close, but I'm to be left,
Wonder where it'd go, all the things I have,
I jump way to the left, swaying to the door,
Yet all I do is laugh, or I'd be missing more,

These few days,
I try to stand back up, to win all in town,
But it all erupts, there they fall way down,
I stop to turn it back, but each tick is once,
So if I get off track, I just need a new one.

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Cheer Up Emilyn  

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This isn't much but,
'Tis a thought of such,
Under the smooth dwelling sky,
You should be flying so high,
Let all life's beauty unfolds,
Let not the burdens hold,
Go bloom tall like a tower,
Like a sweet glowing flower,
Colour up your weaknesses,
And fill up the empty spaces,
Cheer up dear Emilyn,
For your days
Would always
Be Chilling

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Despair  

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With depth of thoughts in all tonight,
I feel the lost of my greatest might,
I feel the pain but I can't explain,
And this despair is too much to gain,
Though birthday wishes had made me glad,
I still see cliches which drive me sad,
I tend to lose my favourite ways,
I think I'm losing my best of days,
O, please, o, why, I must repel,
From all these bruises I must expel,
And find my path with all so wishful,
And close that lasts from all the wistful.

I have no idea what I'm trying to describe. All that I know is that I'm facing a hard time at this present moment. Most probably it's because I'm going to be getting through the final exams. Yet I still don't think that's the actual cause of it, because I've been thinking a lot about something lately and they're not what I've ever wished to slip through my mind before. Curiosity, confusion, disappointments, and these troubling thoughts are starting to crawl all over me. And still, I can't find anyone to talk about it to. I'm not sure if there is anyone around but I sure hope I'd find out soon, just as soon as I find my true self standing yet again. May that day arrive right on time. I'll be back on track.

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You, Me and Nadd  

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Tonight, I'm glazing upon the stars,
Keep pondering if you're too, that far,
So clear as all the crickets sing,
I trust how sweet that you would bring,

O, clear night sky with thoughts so high,
I need so much the guts to try,
I wish that you and me and Nadd,
Would stay together with all our hearts,

But if it's not what's meant to be,
I'd pray that she would always see,
The sweetest dreams each night she sleeps,
Held with memories for her to keep.

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Days to Nights  

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The sun rose,
O, like a blooming flower,
Its birds froze the chirps ,
Pouring thee the living power,
Through days it grabs
The sweets of thy beauty,
Thus shines them all
As in needs of equality,

As moon and stars
Resembles thy eyes,
With swift of winds
Swaying thy soft fine hair,
Thee slid the warmth,
Through air cold as ice,
Too, captured all hearts,
Keep them off despairs,

With the love thou hath,
And with care as cleft,
The days and nights
As we both recite,
Would serve thee
The sweet night sleeps,
With cutest dreams to sweep.

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Little Miss Tootsie  

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Little Miss Tootsie,
Would you come and sit next to me?
Visit me when I'm busy?
Stay with me when I'm asleep?
Take me into your world,
Walk with me alongside
Your pretty little road,
Will the rainbows fade there?
Let me talk to the flowers so,
I can know their names,
Not just roses, lilies and daisies,
Perhaps Sarah, Wendy and Mary,
Little Miss Tootsie,
Take my hand,
Do walk with me.

By,
Lina Mastura

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My Wings  

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It was a fall, against the wall,
It was a call, in nightmares' tall,
Another day unfolded and kept untold,
Another way was moulded and was kept hold,
It was a week, it was so sweet,
It was a seek, I tried in weak,
Another step keeps swaying, I tried to sing,
Another clap was playing, I tried to ring,
It was so true, it was then you,
Your voice sang too, and gave me clues,
Another day keeps rising, I try to swing,
Another may keeps saying, you are my wings.

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Sweet Dreams  

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The night is glowing,
For us to ponder,
The might is growing,
For great times better,
The crickets are singing,
From me to you,
They're singing for you,
To have a sweet night through.

Good Night,
Sweet Dreams,
Sleep Tight,
Don't let the
Bed Bugs Bite.

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