"Nothing could change a thing between us, Syahid. I promise," was what being told to me before I went home from the huge gathering that night. The night clouded with gentle breeze froze my heart cracking the whole memory I've had with her. She, whom I'm talking about was the best friend I have ever had when I was small.

We shared a lot of things together. We understood each other, yet she always did better though. She was all the happiness I could gain from my disastrous days. The upside down rainbow on my face, my smile, may have not been so much colourful if it weren't because of her shines through the pouring rains. The silence of the whole neighbourhood was once filled with our jokes and laughters. The nights full of darkness were lit by our amazing brightness of friendship which too, sparkled across our world of endless joy.

I still remember how she would make me smile each time I see her. I remember her face during those days. So full of tenderness sweeping each endeavour stepping between us. She never did turn away unless if her sadness is over flown. She never did want to make me worry that she wished for me to keep the happines I always had.

I also remember how she could somehow reach my thoughts and read them out loud deciphering all the untold feelings. We smiled. We laughed. We shared so many things together. And till today I still remain the same, wanting to see this fading friendship to bloom again. Unfortunately, all I think that I can do is to place the memory in where I could always see it, in my heart for everything that happened between us were the best moments I've ever had.