The Crossroads  

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These few days,
I try to walk down forward and run,
Yet it offers me not a little but none,
I try to drive in, and move forward,
But I tend to go frowning, so absurd,

These few days,
I try to step aside, but I'm right in,
Standing out of sight, but I'm still seen,
I twist it to my right, but I'm still wrong,
So need to keep my might, and be strong,

These few days,
I try to keep it close, but I'm to be left,
Wonder where it'd go, all the things I have,
I jump way to the left, swaying to the door,
Yet all I do is laugh, or I'd be missing more,

These few days,
I try to stand back up, to win all in town,
But it all erupts, there they fall way down,
I stop to turn it back, but each tick is once,
So if I get off track, I just need a new one.




Cheer Up Emilyn  

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This isn't much but,
'Tis a thought of such,
Under the smooth dwelling sky,
You should be flying so high,
Let all life's beauty unfolds,
Let not the burdens hold,
Go bloom tall like a tower,
Like a sweet glowing flower,
Colour up your weaknesses,
And fill up the empty spaces,
Cheer up dear Emilyn,
For your days
Would always
Be Chilling




Despair  

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With depth of thoughts in all tonight,
I feel the lost of my greatest might,
I feel the pain but I can't explain,
And this despair is too much to gain,
Though birthday wishes had made me glad,
I still see cliches which drive me sad,
I tend to lose my favourite ways,
I think I'm losing my best of days,
O, please, o, why, I must repel,
From all these bruises I must expel,
And find my path with all so wishful,
And close that lasts from all the wistful.

I have no idea what I'm trying to describe. All that I know is that I'm facing a hard time at this present moment. Most probably it's because I'm going to be getting through the final exams. Yet I still don't think that's the actual cause of it, because I've been thinking a lot about something lately and they're not what I've ever wished to slip through my mind before. Curiosity, confusion, disappointments, and these troubling thoughts are starting to crawl all over me. And still, I can't find anyone to talk about it to. I'm not sure if there is anyone around but I sure hope I'd find out soon, just as soon as I find my true self standing yet again. May that day arrive right on time. I'll be back on track.