Despair  

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With depth of thoughts in all tonight,
I feel the lost of my greatest might,
I feel the pain but I can't explain,
And this despair is too much to gain,
Though birthday wishes had made me glad,
I still see cliches which drive me sad,
I tend to lose my favourite ways,
I think I'm losing my best of days,
O, please, o, why, I must repel,
From all these bruises I must expel,
And find my path with all so wishful,
And close that lasts from all the wistful.

I have no idea what I'm trying to describe. All that I know is that I'm facing a hard time at this present moment. Most probably it's because I'm going to be getting through the final exams. Yet I still don't think that's the actual cause of it, because I've been thinking a lot about something lately and they're not what I've ever wished to slip through my mind before. Curiosity, confusion, disappointments, and these troubling thoughts are starting to crawl all over me. And still, I can't find anyone to talk about it to. I'm not sure if there is anyone around but I sure hope I'd find out soon, just as soon as I find my true self standing yet again. May that day arrive right on time. I'll be back on track.




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1 Thoughts

what's bothering you, dear friend? it's been a while since you update your blog.

7 Apr 2009, 08:52:00

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